Santity of Life

Yesterday was santity of life Sunday and of course it was also the Sunday that Ezekiel cried when I left him for Sunday School and took him to our class. But it made me smile when people were talking about life and my 'life' was sitting right next to me. I remember when I found out I was pregnant. Kegan and I took a test in our small bathroom in our trailor and he hit the floor b/c he was 'floored'. Are you kidding? This was not in our plans,yet. I called my mom and said ,"What am I going to do?" She said, "Carry the baby and have him." Abortion was not an option in my family and I knew that. After the shock wore off I began to fell the normal mom feelings. You see, from the moment of conception he was right there with me. At first , I did not know his gender- so he had several names- BUT GOD KNEW HIM. At first, I did not know if it was me imagining him kicking or his real kick, BUT GOD KNEW HIS MOVEMENTS. Before I had him I did not know his eye color or hair color, BUT GOD DID. I was just the vessel that carried Jesus' creation. I am so glad I chose life. You see, I would not have heard his first cry, his first bite of food, his first word, his first I love you! I chose life!!!!!!! Ezekiel to me is amazing. He is his own but he is God's. We had Ezekiel dedicated at our church where we use to attend and I can still remember the words from that service where people said that he was God's and I am the one responsible to teach him about Jesus. Wow!!!! God chose me to carry his creation and raise His creation! Santity of Life- YES SIR!!!!! I chose life and because of that decision I have an amazing 2 year old boy that loves his mama and smiles so big just because he can!!!!!! He was created in HIS image!